.. it's been a bit of a rough ride. I really don't remember it being this tough the first time around. Then again, we didn't have a 4 year old to contend with either, on top of a new baby. Sammy has been pretty congested, so of course I stay up most nights listening to him and getting up to check him every 10 minutes to make sure he is still breathing......... he is getting better though, and my paranoia is starting to drop off... a little. I have been dealing with some post partum blues. More like anxiety, with a bit of crazy crying spells over the silliest things, and sometimes not so silly. The love you can feel for your children is indescribably painful sometimes, if that makes sense. It is the most amazing thing and terrible thing you can feel all at once. So many fears come along with being a mother, but so does many smiles and joyful moments.
I was gonna post a bunch of pics but this site is being a jerk face.. maybe later.
I was gonna post a bunch of pics but this site is being a jerk face.. maybe later.
2 comments:
Oh I remember the feeling of bringing home baby number 2!!! It all gets better sweetie!!!
i can only imagine how hard this is for you.
i am feeling a ton better now, so i will come by soon.
love ya
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